Why did you have to enter my life
if all you would do in the end is leave?

Why did you have to tell me that you loved me
if all you would do in the end is lie?

Why did you have to hold me tight
if all you would do in the end is kiss me goodbye?

Why did you have to kiss me so passionately
if all you would do in the end is make me cry?

Why did you have to enter my life
if in the end all you would do is leave?

Never have I felt a deeper love than this
You gaze deep into my soul
It makes me lose my breath
I see the future in your eyes
A promise of more to come
You hold me so close
I can feel the beat of your heart
It's like a sweet lullabye
Your touch tingles my skin
And awakens my senses
It's euphoric
It's amazing
It's intoxicating
It's tantric.

I never expected this
to hurt so bad.
When you left
you took all I had.
Every day my life
feels worse.
Only the whiskey
can take away
all the pain.

Sunshine won't take
my blues away.
There's no comfort
in what my friends say.
When I lost you
you took away my heart.
Now it seems my whole world
has been torn apart.

Let Love Go On

It's all about the way
Love goes 'round
Love shared by special friends
It's a cycle and it's unbreakable
Take my hands and let's carry it on...
Let's not be fools and let it go...
Let's not be blind and dream it on...
Let eternity take its course...
And let what we have linger on.

I Love

I love to see you smile
And I love knowing that I caused that smile.
I love to see you happy
And I love knowing that I caused that happiness.

I love to look into your beautiful eyes
And I love the way that I fall into them.
I love it when you hold my hand
And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours.

I love to tease and torment you
And I secretly love it when you tease and torment me.
I love it when you touch me
And I love to touch you.

I love rediscovering how handsome you are each time I see you
And I love realizing how beautiful you make me feel.
I love wanting so badly to kiss you
And I love the way you want to take things so slow.

I love the fact that we are like best friends
And I love the fact that I am yours.
I love so many things about you
But the most important thing is:
I love you!

Better Untouched

I look at him
And a smile grows on my face.
Just to remember the time
When he could've been mine.

As he gives me a hug,
While he puts his arms around me
I remember what I would have given
To only have a chance with him.

But now I see him
In a different light.
Yes, he still means the world to me,
But now its in a different way.

His friendship means a lot to me,
Although we never had much anything else.
Now I see why God doesn't answer all prayers,
Because some things are better left untouched.

If Only I Knew

It is you I think of
My fingertips touching your lips
Moving slowly to your cheeks
And lightly over closed eyes

A breath sucked in
And slowly exhaled
Is my touch painful?
My fingers keep moving

I can feel your breath on my face
As you move closer
My heart beats faster
Faster

Anticipation
Waiting for your lips to touch mine
Waiting
I wet my lips
I'm waiting

Your lips touch mine gently
Too gently
Hearts beat faster
Echoing

I lean forward
Strong hands on my back
Bring me closer
Not close enough

Mouths open wider
Hands move to my neck and up
To cup my head
Fingers snake through my hair

You hold on tighter
Your grasp pulls me forward
My hair is loose now
Twisted through your fingers

Thigh touches thigh
Your hard chest is strained against me
Hands slowly fall away
I open my eyes

Looking into yours I see myself
I hope you're thinking what I am
I wish I only knew
If only I knew